First post of a new outlook.

I had a blog before this one, I deleted it. I was nothing but negative on my last blog. So after some time I decided to start a blog again, but this time with a new outlook on life. In this blog I will write about growing in my faith, my daughter growing up, deployment and military life as well as my new obsession, weight loss. I'm wanting to be a more positive person and surround myself with positive people. I will not delve into the private parts of my marriage, and I will not speak negatively about my husband. My husband is a wonderful man who brought me back to my faith when we started dating. He is the best friend and the best love a girl could ask for. I cant thank him enough for all he has done for me nor could I ever put into words how much I love him and how proud of him I am. I am also writing this blog in hopes when he deploys he can get on it and see how Kinsey and I are doing, see the things he is missing. I will also be doing a deployment scrapbook for him and doing my best to keep a journal. Let's see how well I can keep all these things up! Being a stay at home mom, a housewife and a full time student can be overwhelming. The washer is broken and I can't do laundry. I can't hardly clean while Kinsey is awake but she likes to get into everything, nor can I do school work while she is awake. But I do my best, I love my life. Life never comes without struggle, but struggle makes us who we are today. It molds us into strong human beings. Kinsey may drive me crazy at times, but when I watch her learn something new, I swell up with pride and my eyes fill up with tears and I get the pleasure of being her mother and teaching her new things. My husband may be gone quite often, nights may be lonely, weekends boring, I miss him like crazy, but I wouldnt change this life for anything. He is my best friend, near or far I love him more everyday. He is a true hero in my eyes, a war veteran, brave and strong. Everything I could have ever wanted in a man, I found in him. God has blessed me with a wonderful, handsome caring husband and wonderful father to our daughter. God has blessed me with a beautiful, smart, happy baby girl. My life is hectic at times, sometimes stressful, sometimes uneventful and boring, but this is my life. The life I love with the man I love, my daughter I love, and my God I love :]